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posted : Tuesday, April 24, 2007
title : Love story gone wrong.
Justin Joel G0 III and Alyssa Denise M. Pasilbas. Babiee + Daddee = 14. Justin Joel Go III. Who is he? He's the guys I met at some chatroom in tv. We became textmates. From then on, he was calling me all the time. We would stay on the phone for how many hours. We would tease each other, laugh about what we shared. For the long time that we were texting together, we decided that we would meet. So, we planned to meet at the pool near our village. For my part, I was really excited to see him. 'cause seeing him in a picture, is different. With so much excitement, i let him came in hurry. So, I was there, waiting for him with my friend. Finally, after minutes of waiting...he came! And i was suspicious why is he bringing a paper bag of bear hugs. I didn't mind it a t all. Me and my friend was bored, so we went swimming. Then, him and his friends followed. While in the pool, I was just sitting at the side, talking to him. There was a distance between us, suddenly, he wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him. I was a bit shocked about that. Yet, i didn't mind it at all. We just continued talking. After swimming, we had a drinking session. More for him, less for me. Matakot kasi daw siya na malasing ako.Then, 1 of his friends wants us to kiss. I was having double thoughts. But, then, what was there to lose? So, I gave him a kiss. After the kiss, he said he was sorry. 'cause before everything, he said to me that he would take me nice and slow. I said it was fine, no harm done. We sepparated form the group. Then, we went to the other side. We just talked there. While we were talking, he came near me. Then, again, he wrapped his arms around me and just gave me a big hug! We were really having fun at that very moment. But, we can't stay long. My mom was looking for me and my friend needed to go home. Before we left, he gave me the bear hugs. JoChi was born. :) So, we had no choice, we went home. Dropped our things at my house. Then, went back out to drop them where the taxicabs are. He asked for a goodbye kiss, I gave him one, by the cheek. While on his way home, he said thanks for everything and he said that if possible, we would talk on the phone. I said yes. And I was waiting for him. When the phone rang, I hurrily answered the phone, and it was him!  We talked about how fun it was and we didn't want to let go while we were hugging. He even teased me about the kiss. 'cause I was too serious, we just laughed about it. Before saying our goodbye's and nytnyts, he asked me a question. Do you know what was that? He asked me if he could woo me. I paused for a moment, thought about it, and said YES. After how many weeks or so...I finally decided, it was January 14, 2006, me and my girlfriends were watching a movie, it was Narnia. After the movie, we planned to see each other. So, we got out from SM rode a taxi going to there house. When we got there, he first introduced me to his very loved sister. Her sister was too shy that time. We went out, talked, he made me comfortable. He asked me, "will you be my girl?". I just looked at him, smiled and said, YES. He was really happy that time, with a big smile on his face. From then on, we were happily together. Though we had many conflicts and problems through out the relationship, we still hangged on. Then, there came a time when something bad happened, something i didn't expected from him. And that was he would be back to his old self. Playing around with girls. I was so mad at him that time. Everything changed. But then, love is just too powerful. So, I gave him another chance. Believed in him that he would never do it again. He was really sorry about what he has done, I believed in him. His friends said that he was very, very, very lucky to have me. After, the said "inccident", things were back to normal. But, we had more fights. We were tired of it and planned to give up. Yet, everytime one of us wants to let go, meron talagang umaangal. It was our 11th monthsary, we talked about the things that we've been through. That, whatever happens, we won't let go. Days passed, we have been fighting every single day. With in those cold weeks, i knew something was really wrong. I didn't mind it. It was our 1st anniversary, we we're so happy 'cause we finally reached our goal. We reminisced. And really celebrated. After a few days, my friends opened up something to me, that someone told them that he was doing something really wrong. So, the girl who knew, told me everything. While I was texting with the girl, I asked him if it was true. He denied at that time. I had double thoughts. But, I ended up believing in him. Days after that, me and my friends went to their school. It was January 19, 2007. 5 days after our anniversary. I came to clear things up. When we saw him, he was really mad. So, I was suspecting that he was really hiding something. Things got worse. I was confused and didn't know who to believe. So, I decided to talk to him. There, he said it. It was true. He even admitted to me that he likes the girl. How stupid of me, huh? He was doing things behind my back, while happily celebrating our anniversary? I decided that it was toooooooo much! Even though it was hard, I guess it was really time to let go. I was crying. And didn't imagine that he would do it again. With the same girl ! Friends comforted me. It's a month since we broke up. Friends keep me happy. But, when I'm alone, tears run down my cheeks. Thinking of the times we were together. Every single night, I would cry. Wishing and hoping the he is here with me always. I still love him. But, as of now, we're just friends. Hidding the pain, knowing that we love each other but, we can't be together. 'cause something is blocking our way. Who knows, maybe, someday, we'll be together again. Time will tell. Only God knows. I just hope that he could see how much he means to me. I know, that he knows, i LOVE HiM.  Originally posted at Multiply. I know it's late. But, what the heck! I got nothing more to blab about. So, instead, I would like to share this to you guys. :) |
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